|:: Where Should I Go? ::|

was thinking about what to do once i quit work. wifey wanted to go on road trips to LA, Vegas, and Charlett to visit some friends, which isn't a bad idea. but to be honest, i want to go somewhere warmer and were there are more asian people. closest place that comes to mind is malaysia.

funny thing is that i've only been there 5 times all and all since i met wifey. but somehow i feel so much more at home when i am there. i miss wifey's family and really the feeling of having a family that is together. family here, although we live together, we aren't at all together. closest person that i feel family with is my little brother. we have lots of differences in how we live our lives and our overall outlook of life, but despite everything, my brother and i are really close.

mom and dad on the other hand drift farther and farther apart from me. mom never was really there and is still not really here. always thinking about her work and making money, as if that was the only thing in the world. dad use to be cool and understanding, but not since i got married. i've been expressing myself to him more and more about who i am and what i do. guess he doesn't like it, because i am too expressive of my views. i think he realizes that i'm not as obedient as i was before when i was young.

so really, although i live here. i would rather be off somewhere else. i want to move somewhere nice where there is beaches around where the water is warm. a lively place where life is easy going, so i don't have to bust my ass to make a living. never understood that, why some people work so damn hard to make money but never get the time to enjoy it.

all and all, going back to malaysia would be so much fun! otherwise maybe we can visit brazil to go hangout with a friend from there, Vini. who knows, maybe i might not even be able to go anywhere since i am poor and have a wife to support. would be nice if i got lucky.