|:: Morning Showers ::|

even though i don't have a job anymore, i still usually wake up at 8am. i think it's good that i maintain the consistency of waking up early in the mornings, because i don't want life to pass by me. day time is always the best time for me to get work done. in the mornings, i am free of distractions, free of yesterday's emotions, free from the responsibilities of the coming day, free from everyone.

but the best part of waking up early is the morning shower. i tend to do a lot of thinking in the shower; it makes me feel really refreshed and helps me clear my mind. the feeling of the warm water as it trickles down my back and around my body feels emotionally healing. the water hugs me in a way that is so amazing, i'm not sure if anyone else knows the feeling... like a warm hug that old ends when i turn off.

the warm steam, the droplets of waters as it hits the tub just feels so peaceful. the water is always a friend, always happy to wrap around you and keep you close and refresh. the water is never judgemential, never angry, never bitching, never stressful, never loud, never rushing, never calculative, just warm and embracing.

outside of the water is the cold, harsh world. and i know that i must step out of the water, but for the moments that i am loved by it, it is heaven. so until tomorrow, i wait for my next warm shower.